My first time
July 3rd, 2008You can never forget the first time you had sex, can you? Especially if you with a woman who taught you how to love and get the real pleasure out of it…
The first time is inexhaustible subject because to everyone it is special and different in its own way. It is the most memorable, the most unexpected and it stays with one forever. But what is the first time? What can be considered to be the first time? This is the question. Is it the first turn on, the first pleasure, or the first orgasm? For me all three were as important and they all happened on their own, on different occasions. You want me to tell you all of them? I’ll try…
I was quiet a shy guy and it seemed to me that girls weren’t too attracted to me. I thought I will never get to lose my virginity, and all I did was jerk. I learned the art of masturbation since long time ago. I used websites and porn magazines I used to steal from my older brother. So, by the age of 18 I was theoretically ready to do IT and I had learned all I could about a female body, including where was the clit and the G-spot. But practically, hmmm, all I had was my right hand.
But one day I saw the girl from my neighborhood that I really liked. She looked at me like she also liked me. She was with another girl and the three of us started talking and we hang out for a bit. I walked them to their street and asked for her number. I wanted to ask her out for a date.
Everything went on really fast. On or second date we were kissing, and I even got to touch her boobs, through her shirt, but to me this was the most exciting erotic experience of my life. On the third date I swore her “I love you. Eternally.” To me she was this heaven like goddess. I couldn’t believe that such a beautiful girl could give me something more than just a kiss.
It was winter and I was dreaming of summer and I was all about the thoughts of me and her going somewhere just the two of us. I dreamed of the night with her. The night under the moon, and the silence around us, and the ocean waves, and the moon light… and that she will become mine. “Before that, I will never do anything dirty with my girl,” I told myself. I couldn’t help myself. I was in love and even now a WOMAN is a goddess to me, a higher creature. I am always really tender with girls. I like it to be cheesy.
It is fantastic, at first you think it is so unreachable, impossible to happen to you, and boom! It is all yours! It was like a present.
It was winter night, and it was freezing cold outside. We didn’t have much to do so my love-bird told me we could go over to her cousin’s house and hang out there. Her cousin was much older than us and was cool enough to invite us for a dinner. We had pizza and pasta and even beer. It was getting late and I thought I would soon have to go home but they said it was okay if I stayed over. It was very nice of her cousin; she even offered us her second bedroom. As soon as went in and closed the door we started kissing like crazy. Only later I understood she wanted closeness just as much as I did. But back then I thought it takes a lot of effort to get laid with a girl.
What a good kisser, I thought to myself; I lost my head over her kisses. Her full lips, her soft tongue was turning me on so much! We kissed for hours and as got tired from kissing we lied there cuddling and I told her about my dreams, how I wanted to leave with her to the ocean, how I wanted to be closer to her, and that I wanted to get close with her like a man to a woman.
She was listening to me and then asked me if I wanted to try it now meaning that moment. I couldn’t believe it! I was on seventh heaven. I was just about to see her naked. I was about to kiss her and touch her body, I was gonna go inside her, inside my most wanted and most loved one. But she turned down my fantasies. She asked me turn away and not look. I did so. She hid under the blanket and told me that I could take my clothes off as well. I was shaking from excitement and unknown feelings. I took off my clothes really fast and oh, god! My erection went away. I went under the blanket anyways. I hugged her and we kissed. It didn’t help. She felt that and began to kiss my neck and put her hand down there. She touched him and moved her hand up and down but it didn’t help.
“Let’s just try it the way it is now.” – she offered me.
I was burning from embarrassment and I started remembering all the scenes that were turning me on before. It didn’t help. I tried to put it on her bosom but it also didn’t work. I don’t what the girl felt but to me that was total fuck up.
My girl was telling me just to relax, and that it was ok. I ran away to the bathroom and tried to get myself hard. I even talked to the ‘guy’. This was my very first time. The girl got pissed off at me and was disappointed and soon we stopped seeing each other. But her cousin became a good friend of mine. Thanks to her, for my second ‘first time’.
It was summer. I used to hang out over at the cousin’s house all the time. And one day there was this hot brunette, slim wasted with green eyes. She was there visiting her friends, the beauty was already married and lived overseas, but came with her husband. We talked a lot with her. We hang out there till the very late hour. The cousin understood that we got hooked on each other and didn’t want to get on the way. The next day the cousin left to the islands and left her keys to the hottie.
The girl has known about my failure to succeed in losing virginity, and said she knows how to help. The only thing that was on the way was the lack of time we could spend with each other. But one day she managed to get rid off her husband as he left fishing with the guys. When she arranged that she called me. Her voice was so cheeky I understood what was going on right away. I was running, no I flew to that house where I couldn’t do it the first time. I flew on the wings of desire.
She waited for me on the porch and as soon as I stepped on it we started kissing. We barely made it to the same room and lied down on the bed. I put my hand inside her panties right away.
“Don’t hurry,” she said, “let me teach you what it is like to love a woman. That way it will be more sensual and you and I will get more pleasure.”
I gave my entire self and body to her. She was kissing my chest and when I felt her fingers on my stomach I was ready to explode, I was ready for an orgasm without even having a contact at the center of men’s pleasure.
Her kisses were imponderable, which seemed like a light breeze that was cooling of my burning body. Her caresses were driving my crazy and I was ready to jump on her but she wouldn’t let me. I could only kiss and touch her tits and squeeze nipples. I played with her nipples. I can barely describe my sensations from her sizzling body. It was a total blessing. Euphoria. Nirvana. It was like a jump into zero gravity and a fast flight, two feelings at the same time. My hands were all over the bed sheets, my head was tossing on the pillow and my lip was self-bitten long time ago.
All I wanted was to go inside my teacher and feel the relief of that painfully sweet desire. That moment the door bell rang. We never found out who that was. But the nerve shock was so strong we couldn’t continue.
We had to get up and get dressed. When I was sneaking our from the window my preceptress whispered:
“Now you know how to love a woman, and remember, I WANT YOU!”
Unfortunately, we never had a logical end to our feelings with her. I think her jealous husband was suspicious of me and we ended up not even talking anytime after. We never had a chance to be just her and me and she left. Some may say, “man, that is not ‘the first time’” , but to me it was my first lesson of getting and giving pleasure.
And finally! My third try. It wasn’t as memorable. Yes I had my first orgasm. But in the bathroom in front of the mirror, I looked at myself and was like “Why did I do that?” Here is how that happened.
Half a year later it was time to celebrate New Year. I was once again invited to the cousin’s place, my first girlfriend’s cousin’s house. My exgirlfriend was also there but with her new beau. Well, I didn’t have any crazy feelings for her any longer. Later on there was another guest who showed up just on time. It was the cousin’s colleague. To be honest she wasn’t pretty at all. She just had a round ass, big tits and talked a lot. She was fun to talk to. So I and she got drunk. We danced and had fun and ended up in the same room, on the same bed. The bed where I had my unfortunate first experience with a girl I loved, and my second experience with that amazing woman and her kisses. But this time it was all different. It was another girl, other kisses, not the same feelings.
As time went by I started sobering up and in my head I began having not very romantic thoughts. “What am I doing? I don’t even like her. My first love can hear me, what if she will. She’s just behind the door.” But my body was demanding the opposite. I needed an offload. The kisses followed taking of the girl’s clothes. I didn’t even bother taking off her shirt and the skirt. I just pulled it up and moved her panties away. It was absolutely dark and only her quickie fingers got my ‘guy’ inside her, inside the place I dreamed of for so long. The place I desired for. Somehow, that moment the place wasn’t as desired and wanted that moment. I fucked her out but had no emotional pleasure. Just a few minutes of fast rubbing inside her pussy and the girl was having an orgasm. Her wide pussy finally became tighter as she bent over and I finally could feel pleasure.
When it ended I felt shit. It was empty and sad inside me. The girl felt the same. She was quiet as she was lying on my shoulder. She got up and went to the bathroom. Then I went.
O looked into the mirror and couldn’t forget myself for what happened. I felt disgusted and lonely. I so wanted my first real experience to be with my beloved girl or at least with some really hot chick, instead I hurt myself and that girl, the colleague. I was disappointed and ashamed. I had no feelings for that girl…
So those we my ‘first times’. I still dream of the ‘teacher’ and I am really thankful for teaching me the most important thing in the relationship “The more you give, the more you get.”
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July 3rd, 2008 at 11:04 pm
hey …simple guy looking for some adventure